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Monday, March 07, 2005

Manic Monday

Unlike the title my Monday's not so manic..I started right...I really feel fulfilled when I left the house with confidence that I was able to feed mommy and the babies right, when I know mom drunk all her medicines and finished her high protein drink...when I reached LRT station he was already there....I am always pleasant to him inspite of all his shortcomings..and I blame myself for being too soft when in comes to him...and my Monday became manic.... and it's all because of the war deep inside of me....but I chose to work seriously...and try to find an answer at the back of my mind....when will I say goodbye....I just feel so sad being with him.....but i can't say goodbye....

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