issues and I need a break... Went to Riverbank to dine at Cafe Mina but to my dismay they have limited stocks already, they are moving out to SM Fairview in the near future.
I went to Figaro instead. And since I only saw a couple inside I decided to occupy a place which can accommodate more than six people.
I was sitting acrossed that couch on the picture....Instead of thinking of the unexpected change in my career, and how I tried to avoid my ex when he went to the office, I just took photos of myself, trying to capture the low neckline blouse that I wore.... but I guess I failed to get it.... I can't seem to focus on my cleavage hahaha but instead just almost a close up photos of me....
Am I faking my smile here? no just a little bit conscious. I know not everybody can understand how I enjoy my solitude...
But then I can't help but think of the sudden changed in my career... After 8 years in that unit, I will really need to adjust again in a different unit... though I am thankful I will be reunited with former officemates and friends, I am still fearful about things that can possibly affect my privacy, and mostly my priorities.
A brewed coffee to match my snack.
Half ham sandwich and half ordered pasta...
I like the ham sandwich.
About my ex who visited the office, I was told how pathetic he looks now, and I am not ready to see him yet... not that I am mad at him, but I don't think I can handle another emotional issue. I am not ready and I know eyes will be watching on us. But I am really very sad for him...and when I went home that day, there was a part of me that wanted to make me cry for reasons I cannot explain...
Then I took another photo of myself. I still want to look good, anyway changes may mean a new break for me....so please help me God...
Next Time I will bring my Peso here at Figaro.....Life will be happier then...
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