Pissie Marie or PM

I just want to introduce my baby girl PM....

Missing Pissy

Sometimes I found myself missing my other female dog Pissy. Trully my little girl is irreplaceable in spite of the presence of another female do that I named after her, and is getting along well with Peso, Pissy or Piseta Danica is still different. Part of me is still guilty with my shortcomings to her. I have all my attention to Peso because I thought Peso's ailment is really something to worry about and Pissy had no sign of major illness then. When I sent her to a Vet Clinic to update her vaccination, I guess that's how my dog suddenly became sickly and did not survive at all.

I just don't want to talk about her ailment for she died without us knowing what was wrong with her. I brought her to the best vet clinics in town but they can't seem to answer what's ailing her...

Most of my friends assumed that maybe Pissy died because she felt she was loved less by me.... of course those are not true, I love my dog Pissy but I admit not to give so much time toher because I thought she was healthy so I gave my full attention to the one that I thought had serious health problem.

Pissy is an alpha dog, so much different from my female dog now. Pissy is like a human being with too much pride, with the "if you ignore me I will ignore you too" attitude. She always turned her back on me when I hugged Peso, she was not the type to insist herself to be hugged too. My new female dog is the exact opposite, she insisted to be hugged and competes with Peso obviously to get my attention.

I guess an alpha dog became a lonely dog when not given enough attention. and that's the lesson I learned. Even if I love Peso above all dogs, I should always treat dogs in my house with fairness and fair love. Because if not, what will be my difference with those who look at dog with complete descrimination.

I hope I won't forget my password this time

wow finally again for the second time... I miss my life at a glance, I don't think I can just give up on this because it is only here I can express my personal feeling.. flexibility in writing is keeping me set a side the emotional part of me.. anyway hope to have more quality post in the future..